你留下的空隙，
何得以填补。
我转身的离去，
在眼泪和鼻涕中交错。
生活变得难以猜测，
唯有悄悄的消失。
思念与牵挂，
难免游走于两情之间，
爱情、友情。
依赖随时间,
而变得更加贪婪.
黎明，自有分晓。
奕斌
855pm
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
困·囧
两年，就这样过去了。
我还是我，
没有什么好消息，哈哈～
可是一切感觉上记忆犹新...
最近，
又困又囧。
唉...活动排山倒海，
学业糟透了。
要力挽狂澜，没那么简单了吧。
救命！
难道就要闭关吗?
AMSA WARD VISIT
SINAR BAKTI
AMSEP PHILIPPINES
AMSEP INDONESIA
AMSA HEALTH DAY
现在是5个活动一同进行，
我的妈啊！
吐血咯！
整十多份lecture note还没碰，
活动还是一样那么多。
我需要喘气啊 T.T
西洋棋，钢琴，甚至运动，
更免谈了。
为什么sem 4 这么忙的 >.<
想也没想到。
每天还那么堕落，
我很需要一点点的动力 !!
奕斌
1232am
我还是我，
没有什么好消息，哈哈～
可是一切感觉上记忆犹新...
最近，
又困又囧。
唉...活动排山倒海，
学业糟透了。
要力挽狂澜，没那么简单了吧。
救命！
难道就要闭关吗?
AMSA WARD VISIT
SINAR BAKTI
AMSEP PHILIPPINES
AMSEP INDONESIA
AMSA HEALTH DAY
现在是5个活动一同进行，
我的妈啊！
吐血咯！
整十多份lecture note还没碰，
活动还是一样那么多。
我需要喘气啊 T.T
西洋棋，钢琴，甚至运动，
更免谈了。
为什么sem 4 这么忙的 >.<
想也没想到。
每天还那么堕落，
我很需要一点点的动力 !!
奕斌
1232am
Monday, December 20, 2010
GACC chess competition Day 5
Today , I did many silly things .
BUT I'M PROUD OF MYSELF ~!
1stly , woke up at 3am to study but ended up sleeping again at 630am.too tired.my head was just spinning. vertigo , they call it as in medical term.
2ndly, this must be the 1st time i did an exam in such a relaxed mood and , damn fast. haha... pon pon must be surprised that i only took 35 minutes to finish the paper. and guess what , yea , out of the 26 objective questions , i hardly know 10 XD dead meat ! No qualms though. GACC took out my time and energy to study. I remember the module coordinator saying ' this is stupid , u should prioritize ur studies 1st ' . haha...
3rdly , taking taxi to UM and arriving in 20 minutes from UKM KL . RM12. By the time I sat on the chair in tha playing hall , I had been late for 24 minutes.
But I'm happy that i drew my game , which gave me 20th place ! =) rmb that magic 20 ? My target !!
Check this out ! Number 20 ! ^^v
I fought for a draw in the last round and it was totally wise to rush to UM for the valuable half point. The January list of FIDE rating will be something I'm looking forward to . Drew with 3 players ( 2294, 2123 , 1992) and lost to 2 (2360 , 2065 ) .
My score for this tournament is 4-3-2. not a bad one afterall .hehe !
SNo is the starting seeding. In the 9 rounds , i played 5 players with ranking higher than me and scored 1.5 ; while scoring 4/4 against those ranked lower than me . Can't be more happy than this =)
well, this GACC had been a splendid tourney , the most satisfying one after MASUM 2010. hope that there will be more of these sweet moments to recall in the future.Thanks UKM , Thanks GorGor.
More details can be found here(men and women) , with all the pairings and results.
p/s: time to buck up in my studies =\ shit ...
yikping
418pm
BUT I'M PROUD OF MYSELF ~!
1stly , woke up at 3am to study but ended up sleeping again at 630am.too tired.my head was just spinning. vertigo , they call it as in medical term.
2ndly, this must be the 1st time i did an exam in such a relaxed mood and , damn fast. haha... pon pon must be surprised that i only took 35 minutes to finish the paper. and guess what , yea , out of the 26 objective questions , i hardly know 10 XD dead meat ! No qualms though. GACC took out my time and energy to study. I remember the module coordinator saying ' this is stupid , u should prioritize ur studies 1st ' . haha...
3rdly , taking taxi to UM and arriving in 20 minutes from UKM KL . RM12. By the time I sat on the chair in tha playing hall , I had been late for 24 minutes.
But I'm happy that i drew my game , which gave me 20th place ! =) rmb that magic 20 ? My target !!
Check this out ! Number 20 ! ^^v
I fought for a draw in the last round and it was totally wise to rush to UM for the valuable half point. The January list of FIDE rating will be something I'm looking forward to . Drew with 3 players ( 2294, 2123 , 1992) and lost to 2 (2360 , 2065 ) .
My score for this tournament is 4-3-2. not a bad one afterall .hehe !
SNo is the starting seeding. In the 9 rounds , i played 5 players with ranking higher than me and scored 1.5 ; while scoring 4/4 against those ranked lower than me . Can't be more happy than this =)
well, this GACC had been a splendid tourney , the most satisfying one after MASUM 2010. hope that there will be more of these sweet moments to recall in the future.Thanks UKM , Thanks GorGor.
More details can be found here(men and women) , with all the pairings and results.
p/s: time to buck up in my studies =\ shit ...
yikping
418pm
Sunday, December 19, 2010
GACC chess competition Day 4
下棋，除了看技术，还得看心理素质。
今天，我输了心理战，而且还是输给自己。
从昨晚开始的坏心情，
到今早倒霉事件累累，
加上自己调理不好的心情，
我败给了自己。
我准备的棋布没什么用到，
反而遇到的是昨晚来不及看的开局。
我一度想放弃，
因为扰乱的思绪根本不允许我专心。
我的‘复仇战’ 宣告失败。
今天的成绩，一胜一败，
只能说平淡无奇。
也因为昨天太累的关系，
专注力也有些分散，哈哈。
至于明天的第九轮，
也就是此比赛的最后一轮，
能不能够下场...
那就得看明天考试如何了 =\
我很想圆满地结束这一次的赛事。
唉...听天由命了
奕斌
819pm
今天，我输了心理战，而且还是输给自己。
从昨晚开始的坏心情，
到今早倒霉事件累累，
加上自己调理不好的心情，
我败给了自己。
我准备的棋布没什么用到，
反而遇到的是昨晚来不及看的开局。
我一度想放弃，
因为扰乱的思绪根本不允许我专心。
我的‘复仇战’ 宣告失败。
今天的成绩，一胜一败，
只能说平淡无奇。
也因为昨天太累的关系，
专注力也有些分散，哈哈。
至于明天的第九轮，
也就是此比赛的最后一轮，
能不能够下场...
那就得看明天考试如何了 =\
我很想圆满地结束这一次的赛事。
唉...听天由命了
奕斌
819pm
Friday, December 17, 2010
GACC chess competition Day 1-3
Just came back from UM. 6 rounds of the tournament had passed, and yea , so far so good.Being very satisfied with my performance of 3 wins , 2 draws and a loss.
The pairings , cross tables and all the info about the tournament are on this link .
I managed to hold 2 Filipinos to draws , in which they are rated (FIDE) 2294 and 2123 respectively. The 1st was a bonus , losing as we transposed into the endgame ; while the second one was quite unfortunate since i have the initiative but did not managed to take home the full point. The wins , although not against highly rated opponents , were well worked for too. The lost, gosh...trashed by the FM. I just screwed my opening theory =P
I had enjoyed the tourney till this stage , giving me pleasant memories that marks another milestone in my illustrious chess career. I never liked chess so much than other things all along. This is the main reason i skipped 3 days of classes and risk failing the formative exam (my semester had started , and in week 5 now) due this monday.
Tomorrow will be a rest day which i hope to utilise to catch up . Come Sunday , it's back to chessing again =) Tough opponent awaits me.
Written briefly since I'm drained mentally and physically. A good night's rest awaits me ^^
[It just rained , it will be a splendid night to recharge]
yikping
955pm
The pairings , cross tables and all the info about the tournament are on this link .
I managed to hold 2 Filipinos to draws , in which they are rated (FIDE) 2294 and 2123 respectively. The 1st was a bonus , losing as we transposed into the endgame ; while the second one was quite unfortunate since i have the initiative but did not managed to take home the full point. The wins , although not against highly rated opponents , were well worked for too. The lost, gosh...trashed by the FM. I just screwed my opening theory =P
I had enjoyed the tourney till this stage , giving me pleasant memories that marks another milestone in my illustrious chess career. I never liked chess so much than other things all along. This is the main reason i skipped 3 days of classes and risk failing the formative exam (my semester had started , and in week 5 now) due this monday.
Tomorrow will be a rest day which i hope to utilise to catch up . Come Sunday , it's back to chessing again =) Tough opponent awaits me.
Written briefly since I'm drained mentally and physically. A good night's rest awaits me ^^
[It just rained , it will be a splendid night to recharge]
yikping
955pm
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
GACC chess competition
Come tomorrow ( 9 more hours =.= ) , i will be in Universiti Malaya for the GACC Chess Competition . Well , I don't expect to win anything . A placing of above 20 will be good enough for me =)
This is the poster for the competition , 90min + 30 secs of 9 rounds over a space of 5 days. 1st and 4th day are registration and rest days.
MCF will be supervising. I registered this afternoon , saw some indian and sri lankans . huhu . It'll be fun to play against foreigners =)
All the best to me =) I will post more in the next few days (if time permits XD )
Bye ~
yikping
1136pm
This is the poster for the competition , 90min + 30 secs of 9 rounds over a space of 5 days. 1st and 4th day are registration and rest days.
MCF will be supervising. I registered this afternoon , saw some indian and sri lankans . huhu . It'll be fun to play against foreigners =)All the best to me =) I will post more in the next few days (if time permits XD )
Bye ~
yikping
1136pm
AMSA Health Campaign
This is one recent post that was written by me , on the AMSA Malaysia Website
It had been there for some time though =)
It was about an event we organised in-line with the conference in Bangkok come January 2011
yikping
207pm
It had been there for some time though =)
It was about an event we organised in-line with the conference in Bangkok come January 2011
yikping
207pm
Thursday, December 9, 2010
洋蔥沒有心，剝開一層又一層，什麼都沒有，若你仔細，所有辛辣味都在每一片。
如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
多希望能与你 有一秒专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我 看到我的全心全意
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能听到我 看到我的全心全意
The taste of failure
Failure is a word rarely found in my dictionary.However , it struck me with a double blow today. I'm just lost again in the midst of life , biting dust perpetually. There were times when perseverance conquered over moody , but it certainly isn't the case this time.
Since I came back from hometown , I have been enduring a tough ride as things seem to go against my way. Life , studies , then AMSA.
The bad day started off with CSL today. Well , I'm not condemning , but , to get a radiologist to teach us clinical skills seem to be way off . My mentor was dedicated in teaching but I do not really favour a clinician who hasn't been in contact with patients to guide me along. I really miss Dr. Melvin K , my previous mentor who was wonderful in all aspects with a great sense of humour. OK , I didn't really enjoy the session since it was quite monotonous and dry. The days where I look forward towards CSL might just be the times of past.
CSL had already done quite a sustainable amount of damage , let alone the ward visit thingy...
The AMSA pediatrics ward visit suffered another hiccup today when i was informed that the venue we were going to use wasn't available due to lack of staff. In short , we have to postpone the visit to another date . It had happened once before last semester. As the director , I am very annoyed and disturbed by another postponement . Is it that I hadn't done enough? I admit i did what i can , although not to the extreme . It's hard to swallow.
Tough times are looming up . GACC chess competition , AMSEP and Formative examination . It's a triple kill that might just turn out to be the worst period of semester 4 . I'm doomed , stymied and lost. I just want to be alone . Music will help me through this. I seriously miss you , and those days that , although fake , I still treasure deep in my heart
Yik Ping
642pm
Since I came back from hometown , I have been enduring a tough ride as things seem to go against my way. Life , studies , then AMSA.
The bad day started off with CSL today. Well , I'm not condemning , but , to get a radiologist to teach us clinical skills seem to be way off . My mentor was dedicated in teaching but I do not really favour a clinician who hasn't been in contact with patients to guide me along. I really miss Dr. Melvin K , my previous mentor who was wonderful in all aspects with a great sense of humour. OK , I didn't really enjoy the session since it was quite monotonous and dry. The days where I look forward towards CSL might just be the times of past.
CSL had already done quite a sustainable amount of damage , let alone the ward visit thingy...
The AMSA pediatrics ward visit suffered another hiccup today when i was informed that the venue we were going to use wasn't available due to lack of staff. In short , we have to postpone the visit to another date . It had happened once before last semester. As the director , I am very annoyed and disturbed by another postponement . Is it that I hadn't done enough? I admit i did what i can , although not to the extreme . It's hard to swallow.
Tough times are looming up . GACC chess competition , AMSEP and Formative examination . It's a triple kill that might just turn out to be the worst period of semester 4 . I'm doomed , stymied and lost. I just want to be alone . Music will help me through this. I seriously miss you , and those days that , although fake , I still treasure deep in my heart
Yik Ping
642pm
Monday, December 6, 2010
回家
刚刚踏入家门，心情是七上八下的。三天前才在槟城，现在已回到KL了。天空开始亮了，这座城市也缓缓的蠕动着...
说到回家，老实说，这是第一次计划不到我的行程。人算不如天算，认命了！原以为有五天的小假期，变成了现在的两天周末。这样回去，有点傻，不过，奈何? lecturer 放飞机，说要cancel class的时候，我已经买票了勒...要更动时间的是你，反悔的，也是你...唉...其次，今天有AMSA活动需要办，得去HUKM一趟。这通电话，还是我在回槟城的巴士上接到的，炸到....就这样，‘沧海桑田’的周末，弄得我头晕晕.现在变得好像我只回家参加西洋棋比赛。别以为我赤热，只是其他两天（今天和明天）的假期提前结束。
这趟回家，看来也是农历新年前的最后一次了。接下来的日子，可没那么好死咯～没有小假期了...因为不想当傻瓜，只回那两三天，匆匆忙忙...这次回家，基本上都有把‘任务’完成：去 PC fair , 打球，比赛，剪头发，见朋友...不过可笑的是，notes带回家摆美，又带了回来 XD
参加的那西洋棋赛，其实只是热身赛。希望借此机会为下个星期的GACC做准备。届时将有不少手到universiti malaya 切磋棋艺。我比了四场，全胜，不过由于是团体赛，单靠个人力量是不够的，哈哈...我们与奖品擦身而过。没关系,热身赛嘛....已经有一段时间没回到槟城比赛了。这回，看见以前的小弟弟小妹妹们都长大长高了。哈哈...都中学了，不像昔日小学般蹦蹦跳跳.嘻嘻
身在KL,象征着忙碌的日子又来临了。加油！考试加油！西洋棋加油！生活加油！我能的 =)
奕斌
712am
说到回家，老实说，这是第一次计划不到我的行程。人算不如天算，认命了！原以为有五天的小假期，变成了现在的两天周末。这样回去，有点傻，不过，奈何? lecturer 放飞机，说要cancel class的时候，我已经买票了勒...要更动时间的是你，反悔的，也是你...唉...其次，今天有AMSA活动需要办，得去HUKM一趟。这通电话，还是我在回槟城的巴士上接到的，炸到....就这样，‘沧海桑田’的周末，弄得我头晕晕.现在变得好像我只回家参加西洋棋比赛。别以为我赤热，只是其他两天（今天和明天）的假期提前结束。
这趟回家，看来也是农历新年前的最后一次了。接下来的日子，可没那么好死咯～没有小假期了...因为不想当傻瓜，只回那两三天，匆匆忙忙...这次回家，基本上都有把‘任务’完成：去 PC fair , 打球，比赛，剪头发，见朋友...不过可笑的是，notes带回家摆美，又带了回来 XD
参加的那西洋棋赛，其实只是热身赛。希望借此机会为下个星期的GACC做准备。届时将有不少手到universiti malaya 切磋棋艺。我比了四场，全胜，不过由于是团体赛，单靠个人力量是不够的，哈哈...我们与奖品擦身而过。没关系,热身赛嘛....已经有一段时间没回到槟城比赛了。这回，看见以前的小弟弟小妹妹们都长大长高了。哈哈...都中学了，不像昔日小学般蹦蹦跳跳.嘻嘻
身在KL,象征着忙碌的日子又来临了。加油！考试加油！西洋棋加油！生活加油！我能的 =)
奕斌
712am
Thursday, December 2, 2010
放不下·
刚刚冒着雨回家，心中显然有点不满，但现在气也消了...
不过....
你几时才要还我雨伞??!! 屌 !
今天，去找它，看着它，心情七上八下....
唉~十个月...有点可惜。
我们在一起的日子，
是充满颜色的。
恐怕，现在就会失去那手感...
我们以后会不会再见面?
要放下，有事没那么简单...
让时间冲淡一切,
谢谢你陪我的日子，别了.
奕斌
708pm
不过....
你几时才要还我雨伞??!! 屌 !
今天，去找它，看着它，心情七上八下....
唉~十个月...有点可惜。
我们在一起的日子，
是充满颜色的。
恐怕，现在就会失去那手感...
我们以后会不会再见面?
要放下，有事没那么简单...
让时间冲淡一切,
谢谢你陪我的日子，别了.
奕斌
708pm
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