每当思念你的日子
如此思念着你的日子里
想念你 又流泪了
哽咽着终于还是咽下了
我爱你 这句话
随风放飞-遥寄远方
那句 我想你
无法言传的话语化成了一声长长的叹息
流逝在我心间
奕斌600pm
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Breathing Penang Air
Yeah...back in penang after yesterday's sad case ( decided to return to KL after being stuck in the massive jam. Traveled only 20+ km after 3 hours...zzz) . Arrived here at 830am.
Ah...what a nice feeling to start the Chinese New Year. Books free for at least 4 days =)
The morning air seems to be fresher than ever, perhaps due to the joyous mood surrounding me.
Hello Penang !
Heading back to the island from the Penang Bridge
On my right side. Can u spot Komtar?
Coastal highway
Komtar! with 1st Avenue in the picture and Prangin Mall behind it
Aw...i miss Penang >.<
Yikping
925am
Ah...what a nice feeling to start the Chinese New Year. Books free for at least 4 days =)
The morning air seems to be fresher than ever, perhaps due to the joyous mood surrounding me.
Hello Penang !
Heading back to the island from the Penang Bridge
On my right side. Can u spot Komtar?
Coastal highway
Komtar! with 1st Avenue in the picture and Prangin Mall behind it
Aw...i miss Penang >.<
Yikping
925am
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
思念的雨
窗外的西风，
轻轻的把我叫醒。
心绪随着那一抹风拉长，
呼唤着，
思念你的情怀。
下雨了。
调皮的雨滴，
不规律地在窗口的镜片上，
奏出思念的旋律。
思念，
是一种幸福的忧伤，
是一种甜蜜的惆怅，
是一种温馨的痛苦。
奕斌
725pm
Friday, January 6, 2012
Letter to Jean
To my team leader Jean,
I'm suffocating again. I know it's friday night, and with all the reason to be joyous, my mood has taken an all day low now. Painted on my face was the weary look that would shrug off all the euphoria of what is supposed to be the best night of the week. Yet, i suffer in silence.
Perhaps, I'm just expecting too much out of myself. Pushing myself beyond my limits, and off my limits. I just feel like a spring that has lost its potential elasticity after a period of time shouldering the weight of life. The spring that somehow used to recoil whenever there is a chance to do so is now just non other than an ordinary coiled metal, staying put at its original position.
I could still recall the upbeat mood after we headed home after a long days work in the ward. It was so relaxing and the sky seems to be smiling at us, bathing us with its warm rays that penetrated into our hearts and minds. Now the darkish night sky seems to overpower that upbeat mood and send me into a realm of depression and uncertainty. I'm starting to worry about the weekend ahead. I started to notice everyone burying their heads in the midst of books while I literally enjoyed life by sleeping and shopping.
On paper, i have the whole weekend to catch up on my books. However, practically, things do not always go the way you want them too. There is an AGM looming ahead on Sunday morning, and perhaps some unseen catastrophes that will ruin my remaining afternoon, or perhaps even Saturday if I'm so damn unlucky.
So leader, am i heading towards the right direction or am I just simply swerving and drifting away from the right track. If the former, please inspire me. If the latter, please guide me back. I'm afraid I was just thinking too much and worrying too much, in a disorder called depression.
Your Surveyor
Yik Ping
832pm
I'm suffocating again. I know it's friday night, and with all the reason to be joyous, my mood has taken an all day low now. Painted on my face was the weary look that would shrug off all the euphoria of what is supposed to be the best night of the week. Yet, i suffer in silence.
Perhaps, I'm just expecting too much out of myself. Pushing myself beyond my limits, and off my limits. I just feel like a spring that has lost its potential elasticity after a period of time shouldering the weight of life. The spring that somehow used to recoil whenever there is a chance to do so is now just non other than an ordinary coiled metal, staying put at its original position.
I could still recall the upbeat mood after we headed home after a long days work in the ward. It was so relaxing and the sky seems to be smiling at us, bathing us with its warm rays that penetrated into our hearts and minds. Now the darkish night sky seems to overpower that upbeat mood and send me into a realm of depression and uncertainty. I'm starting to worry about the weekend ahead. I started to notice everyone burying their heads in the midst of books while I literally enjoyed life by sleeping and shopping.
On paper, i have the whole weekend to catch up on my books. However, practically, things do not always go the way you want them too. There is an AGM looming ahead on Sunday morning, and perhaps some unseen catastrophes that will ruin my remaining afternoon, or perhaps even Saturday if I'm so damn unlucky.
So leader, am i heading towards the right direction or am I just simply swerving and drifting away from the right track. If the former, please inspire me. If the latter, please guide me back. I'm afraid I was just thinking too much and worrying too much, in a disorder called depression.
Your Surveyor
Yik Ping
832pm
Thursday, December 1, 2011
仙人掌
那一年，
我张开双手，
紧拥那带刺的仙人掌。
刺痛与挣扎，
和我的坚强的意志，
掀开恶劣的战斗。
烈日当下，
我选择搏斗下去。
僵持了好久，
也渐渐地分辨不出，
咸咸的汗水和泪水的味道。
萧萧的风，
像野兽般蹂躏我的信心。
哭了好久，
也笑了好久，
心灰意冷时，
只知道，
始终秉持着的，
是那精神的寄托，
那心灵的归属。
奕斌
1038am
我张开双手，
紧拥那带刺的仙人掌。
刺痛与挣扎，
和我的坚强的意志，
掀开恶劣的战斗。
烈日当下，
我选择搏斗下去。
僵持了好久，
也渐渐地分辨不出，
咸咸的汗水和泪水的味道。
萧萧的风，
像野兽般蹂躏我的信心。
哭了好久，
也笑了好久，
心灰意冷时，
只知道，
始终秉持着的，
是那精神的寄托，
那心灵的归属。
奕斌
1038am
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