雨

刚下的一场雨，
浇湿了大地，
也浇湿了我的热情。
随着雨滴渐缓，
整个人也变得垂头丧气，
失去斗志...
这场硬仗，
几时才会出现彩虹?

奕斌
354pm

哭了好久

笑了好久

又渐渐入睡

我独自呢喃着你的名字

像个傻瓜

就只是像个傻瓜一般

为什么

几天来一直如此

想见你想得快发疯的我

想忘记想得快发疯的我

好累 我实在太累了

眼泪遮住我的视线

却闪现出你的模样

已经是第几天了 难以入眠

会好起来的

再过几天应该会好起来的

奕斌

856pm

成绩

说到，看到成绩，
不由自主地，
软弱。
旧病复发，
我不想了，
我不要。
为什么非把我逼到死角才甘愿？
不想看到，
那刺刺的两个字：

成绩

奕斌
1246am

Day to day

I dragged my soul along. It ain't heavy, but somehow, it struggled to match my pace. It only shuffled its feet each and everytime i nudged it for being reluctant.


In 5 hours time, we will cross Sunday and head into Monday. The days seem to be so draggy, yet, life is in a mess. Lights out and voices not to be heard in the future just sends a shiver down my spine. Afterall, the bleak future promises no prospects to be thrilled about.


I'm sinking slowly but steadily. Yet another gloomy Monday looms ahead. Heading back to Tanjung Karang seems to be a temporary destination to seek for shelter. But how long will it last? Truth and fate perpetually show its fangs at the peak of my joy and the euphoria immediately vanishes. And I'm again bugged by the fear and cowardy towards life.


I turn back for help but instead of expecting company, I found out that i was the only one fighting this losing battle. I don't have enough resources to fight it. Time will tell when i finally succumb to its superiority...


yikping
708am

唱K

歌声，贝司，
昏暗的灯光，
僵硬的四壁，
随着音符和旋律，
交织出激情和澎湃的画面。
泪水，
任流；
伤感，
燃烧。
一切经过歌曲的洗礼，
变得模糊不清...

奕斌
1259am

释放

他昨晚哭了，
大声的嚎啕，
埋于枕头里头。
一切情绪，
终于获得，
释放。

奕斌
102am